tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81434404493978852472024-03-13T11:00:35.334+11:00Come on wild eyes see my world Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-58657519410707877172014-09-19T13:47:00.001+10:002014-09-19T13:47:56.885+10:00<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="line-height: 115%;">Writing </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">prompt</span><span style="line-height: 115%;">:</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> “I am my father’s son,</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I am my father’s mistakes,</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I’m easily undone,</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I am no stranger to rage.” – The Amity
Affliction<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;">When I was
fifteen my father hit my mother, I never saw it happen but I heard it. I was in
my room down the hall I could hear the yelling I could hear the rage; I could
almost feel the sound waves coming off my father’s booming voice as he told her
again and again, never ending that she was evil that she was worthless.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
People often wonder why fifteen year old's are always so angry, The reason is
because the world is horrible; and the year you start seeing it is at fifteen.
I went to school the day after that happened, the entire day I had to stop my
hands from shaking by tapping on the table, every time I tried to write it just
turned into scribble so I just tapped, For all seven periods I </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">couldn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> think
straight all my thoughts were jumbled together so much that it felt like all my
thoughts were cramped into a small bubble in a room with nothing but white
walls that stretch for miles and if my thoughts break free I’ll just be stuck
in the white walls of nothingness.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;">I made it
home at 4:00pm, I dragged my feet from the bus stop to home but as I got to the
door my hands started to shake again and I could barely control them they were
shaking so bad, I opened the door to see my dad sitting on a chair reading the
paper, there was whiskey beside him on the small table. I felt this surge of
anger rise up inside me I could feel words trying to make their way out of my
mouth, I tried to swallow them but my body was controlling me I </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">couldn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> stop
what happened next.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;">“why?” it was
barely a whisper and my father </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">didn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> look up from the paper he was reading.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
“why?” I repeated this time a bit louder, He folded the paper and put It down
beside the whiskey </span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
“why what?” a blood vessel was popped in his eye so when he looked at me he
looked like a bull ready to charge but I </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">didn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> feel fear, I felt rage.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
“WHY DID YOU HIT HER?” I screamed at him, my hands still shaking but I clenched
my fists so he </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">wouldn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> see “WHY DID YOU DRIVE HER AWAY?” this time I had done
it, there was a line and I had crossed it. He crossed the room to me in barely
a second and grabbed the hair at the back of my head and shoved my head back so
I could look at him; the sweat was dripping down his bald head, he smelled like
alcohol and anger But I still felt no fear. “I didn’t send her away boy, she
wanted to leave so she left” he was lying, she loved him, he hit her.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;">I spat in his
face. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;">Next minute I
was on the floor I had the most horrendous pain on the side of my face, The
pain was like a flower blooming from my check bone, it started in the middle
and then my entire face was hurting, I felt blood covering my mouth but I
wasn’t sure; I had never thought getting punched would hurt this much. I hauled
myself up onto my feet with the help of the wall and while his back was turned
I swung a punch and aimed for the back of his head, I heard a sickening crack like I had
snapped a bone and he was down. Everything was silent.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
“dad?” blood dribbled out of my mouth along with drool, I felt the fear now. I
felt every bit of it. I knelt down to see if he was alright and I almost
puked all the blood that was in my mouth, his eyes were open but nothing was
moving, he </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">wasn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> breathing.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
I sat there not moving for a few minutes but I </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">couldn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> cry I </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">couldn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> do
anything at all but feel the fear of what I did.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
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<span style="line-height: 115%;">With my
sweaty hands and my deranged breathing I scrambled for phone in my pocket, my
shaky hands </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">dialed</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> a number and I sat there in science.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
“hello?” I missed her voice, she only left last night but I missed her already.</span><br /><span style="line-height: 115%;">
“I think I killed dad” my voice was raspy and I </span><span style="line-height: 18.399999618530273px;">didn't</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> sound like myself. I
don’t know what happened next but I stared at my father’s dead, unmoving,
alcoholic body and I realised. </span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I am my father’s son,</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I am my father’s mistakes,</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I’m easily undone,</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> I am no stranger to rage</span><br />
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People don’t see war as we did back in 1912 and 1939, back
them we saw it as a game that we could win. Now this may be only my opinion but
these days there are three very general ways I see joining the army. <br />
1- you actually wish to serve and help others by representing your country in
kindness and defence.</div>
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2- High school mixed with your life just really screwed with
you and you say “why not? I really can’t see anything going my way any time
soon” ( a lot more detailed but this is general)</div>
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3- A good way to get a scholarship and special training to
get you importance and power in life. </div>
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Most know what they’re getting into if they go to the
battlefield, someone you know might get wounded, maybe even die. You will see
blood, poverty, ill-treatment of people, corrupted children; Nothing actually
different than what you’ll see in your own town or city of you look hard
enough. A first world country is no better than a third world country, the
poverty and corruption is just less subtle and publicized.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-64319113579626097392013-11-03T23:13:00.002+11:002013-11-06T13:22:21.943+11:00Stand by me, monologue<div dir="ltr" id="docs-internal-guid-68190a21-2b36-4581-eeb5-af83ba5dd88a" style="color: white; line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 10pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">English Monologue.<br class="kix-line-break" />Teddy Duchamp </span></div>
<div dir="ltr" style="color: white; line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 10pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">Looking back at when I was 12, remembering how I wanted so bad to get into the army, when I thought my dad was my ultimate hero.<br class="kix-line-break" />I was so stupid and naïve.<br class="kix-line-break" />I
thought kids like Chris and Gordie were the kind of kids that were
always somewhere, I thought every kid would be nice enough to pull me
off the train tracks when I tricked myself into be invincible, when I
really just wanted that train to hit me.<br class="kix-line-break" /> I
drifted away from them in middle school, when I saw how well they were
doing so I went with it all by myself. Dad ended up leaving me when I
got to the end of 10</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: super;">th</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">
grade, I haven’t heard from him since; I guess it’s better that way
things were beginning to get out of hand at home, he was getting more
violent, I’m glad he’s gone now that I think about it going home was
hell every night even if he wasn’t there all the time i had a feeling of
dread and fear every time I had to face him. I tried to get into the
army 3 times, they told me I wasn’t able enough and pretty much told me
that I wasn’t wanted or good enough for them so I joined the other batch
of guys that weren’t wanted either.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">we
pretty much got screwed up, we drank as much alcohol as we could, we
thought somehow we could forget that we weren't good enough and try and
get to the point where we were drunk enough to not feel anything at all.
and ransacked the town. I regret that night now, we ended up robbing
some store and getting caught, I felt exactly like my father right then
and there, like a complete asshole never thinking about what I’m doing
and just being driven by my anger, just like he did to me; I payed for
it though; 2 years in jail and now I’m out on parole, now I’m doing what
work that comes my way in Castle Rock since no one wants to hire a
criminal; I don’t even know what the rest of the boys are doing. Vern
probably got married, hell they’re probably all married and have jobs
and kids that are going who go to school and get told not to turn out
like people like me, the people they see pushing the trollies at
supermarkets, when they go home their parents tell them they’re going to
end up like those people that live on the streets, people like me; when
they don’t want to do their homework.<br class="kix-line-break" />I know
all that is true and I don’t want to be that person anymore, I don’t
want to be that person people point and insult or keep calling “that
duchamp kid” it degrades me more that I’m used to being degraded.</span></div>
<div dir="ltr" style="color: white; line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 10pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">But
who am I kidding, I’m never not going to be that person, I’m going to
be that person that people will tell others about but never want to
actually talk to because they know that I’m not a ‘normal’ person, I’ve
been in jail, I have no job, I’ve had an abusive dad, I found a dead
body<br class="kix-line-break" />to everyone else I am nothing.<br class="kix-line-break" />to my dad I was nothing<br class="kix-line-break" />to my friends now I am nothing, but a fragment in their memory<br class="kix-line-break" />to the public I am absolutely nothing but a nuisance and unwanted.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">I
don’t even know why it’s taken this long to sink in, It should have hit
me when I was 12, I should have been smarter and more observant I
shouldn’t have reacted to people talking about my dad I should have
missed my mum, I should and shouldn’t have done so many things and maybe
I wouldn’t have turned out like I am.<br class="kix-line-break" />Maybe I wouldn’t hate myself so much.</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-48975894810119498162013-09-04T13:23:00.000+10:002013-11-03T23:14:37.402+11:00AbsenceAs Melbourne has turned from winter into spring the weather has turned into absolutely lovely. Someone once said that there is no such thing as the cold it's just an absence of heat, the same goes for light. <br />
It makes me think that this might be the reason I am at my most happiest and content with the world because the heat has returned and saved me from the freezing winter of wear I was scared to go outside because I knew how cold it was, Now I can't wait.<br />
There Is no dark only an absence of light.<br />
There Is no cold only an absence of heat.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-59577753384374820652013-08-14T13:28:00.000+10:002013-08-14T13:28:45.282+10:00I am.I am the grass.<br />
I am the trees.<br />
I am fresh.<br />
I am clean.<br />
I am safe.<br />
I am free.<br />
I am unappreciated.<br />
I am the leaves you see.<br />
I am In people's eyes.<br />
I am reassurance.<br />
I am everything that Is okay.<br />
I am creativity. <br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-70391979177545620742013-07-10T16:26:00.001+10:002013-07-24T13:06:16.280+10:00People can be like poetrySometimes I meet people that are like poetry.<br />
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I don't know much about them, they seem to be made out of little bits of string with frayed ends that once held a full untold story.<br />
Like poetry they aren't full sentences explaining the plot, they are bits of sentences that lead to another story.<br />
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I have met people like this and I have been told that to other people I can appear like this. I have a friend and together we're like two authors of the same bit of poetry. We know about each other and what we are writing but when we are together people can't seem to understand us and we turn into string with frayed ends because we know so much of one another but no one knows about us.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-51388423375899249702013-07-08T16:01:00.001+10:002013-07-08T16:01:48.315+10:00Maybe there Is hope for the worldNow more than ever everyone in the world around us lives with people who have felt pain weather it be large or small. We have almost the highest amount of people suffering from mental illness such as depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.<br />
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these are illnesses that people suffer and have to struggle with everyday, dealing with the world evolving around you while your world is stuck in a rut of an illness is not easy because so many of the people who are around you will miss interpret what is going on with your personality and blame you for pointless things and call you lazy.<br />
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The people taking this everyday are stronger than the Hulk even, I believe when these people suffering from this pain now grow up to be people who are the most kind hearted there could be, there might be hope for the world after all with the people suffering pain now can change the minds of the narrow minded people now and even after us. If one person who has felt immense pain growing up becomes a parent of any kind, the would not want that child to feel the pain they did, making the child another kind hearted person. I believe the teenagers and general people of this generation will grow up to have this effect on the world. Making Hope possible.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-52381633729851155032013-05-25T09:00:00.000+10:002013-05-25T09:00:12.010+10:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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This Is me cosplaying the character Ciel Phantomhive. He is one of my most favorite cosplays simply because of his character. The back story to him is that when the boy is ten years old he witnesses his parents burn in a fire that took him mansion with it, He fled from the fire but then got into some trouble because be was of noble birth, This all set around the last 1800's early 1900's. Ciel return's back to his mansion along with a butler dressed in black. The butler was given the name Sebastian by Ciel and was to keep the secret that he was a demon. Ciel's Parents's death was truly a murder and with the Phantomhive family being the "Queen's guard dog" Ciel makes it his goal to find and kill his parent's murderers. His contract with Sebastian because he is a demon is that after Sebastian is to help Ciel he is to take his soul.</div>
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There are many things about Ciel I relate to in his personality and other things, He wil always be one fo my favorites.</div>
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-35841018040615672732013-05-20T21:13:00.001+10:002013-05-20T21:13:44.887+10:00A little storyonce upon a time a young girl started running.<br />
With running came lying.<br />
With lying came a whole new life.<br />
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They young girl has another world just for her in her head, It is much like reality but it is twisted where she could control everything.<br />
what she looked like.<br />
what she heard and saw.<br />
what she did.<br />
what everyone else did.<br />
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She was an author of her own story, Only she read the story. If anyone else tried they would not be able to understand at all.<br />
She would be the only one who could ever understand, after all she was the author was she not?<br />
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Fantasy and reality slipped away from the girl all together as she faded in and of what they called "society"<br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8143440449397885247.post-48638965751664068392013-05-08T17:33:00.002+10:002013-05-08T17:33:39.613+10:00For anyone who reads thisSo for anyone who reads this I thought it would be good for you to get to now me a bit.<br />
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First of all I'm a cosplayer, Cosplay is short for 'costume play' I basically dress up as any character from anything (eg. 11th Doctor- Doctor Who) and I go to Conventions in Melbourne such as Supanova Expo and Oz Comic Con, I have photo shoots when I can for the cosplays. I make a majority of them and it takes a very long while and a lot of effort.<br />
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The characters I've cosplayed are:<br />
-Japan (Axis Power Hetalia)<br />
-TARDIS (Doctor Who)<br />
-Deidara (Naruto Shippuden)<br />
-Ciel Phantomhive (kuroshitsuji)<br />
-Princess Zelda (The Legend of Zelda, Twilight princess)<br />
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Every character I cosplay has a meaning to me for example Princess Zelda is a character I have loved since I was very little because no matter what she looked like she was still a female character that was shown off to have no talent but then by the end of the game she had already helped her hero Link save the land of Hyrule and ended up being one of the most important characters in time game helping save her land from Ganondorf .<br />
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This blog will have some quite dark writing on it along with my cosplays, when I say dark I mean basically I'm dressed to depress. be ready to see me go from high to low.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03828108611877023930noreply@blogger.com1